When you have autism, it is hard to have a social life. I notice this a lot in my life, as I see all the people I know go out often, or I notice that people can get happy by just having small talk, which, I’m horrible at. I don’t know why, but it’s like all I can talk about at work is either work, or something that they don’t find interesting, as it is part of “my special interest”. I guess that’s one of the perks I have to live with, but at least I try my best to make my small-talk not rubbish, all tough it probably still is. It kind of makes me feel lonely, even when I have a group of people I know around me.